Not addicted, but it's definitely had a drug-like effect on me. Years ago, there was a tiny place in Burbank no one knew about. It had an interesting range of girls, mostly young, tiny and energetic. But one day, there was an older, less attractive provider there, who simply pulled me in at the moment of truth, and blam! The intensity of skin to skin after a few years with a raincoat and I couldn't last a minute. I later felt worried and nervous, but did go back one more time for the rush. Definitely Russian Roulette these days. I've had herpes for a very long time, and a huge percentage of the population has it, so I figure that I had less to lose than other guys. HIV is pretty rare and sex isn't the typical way it spreads, so calculate the risk and be prepared to lose the lottery.